Thursday, July 27, 2006

Panic. Pain

Gasping. Can't breathe. Tired of this pain. Tonight.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have been thinking of you alot, Tricia. Our computer has been down and I have not been able to check in on you through the blog. Please know that you are in my heart and I so desperately wish I could do something to ease your pain. I hope it helps, in however small a way, to know that not a day goes by that you are in my thoughts. You (and Iain) are always welcome in our home if you need to get away......
Chandy

8:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Our computer has been down and I haven't been able to check in on you through your blog. Maybe that is why I have been thinking of you more than usual, which I didn't think was possible. I so desperately wish that I could do something to ease your pain. I hope it helps, in some small way, to know that you are thought of so often. Our home is always open to you (and Iain) should you need to get away.....
Chandy

8:54 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You have to take just one step at a time. That's all that any of us has, we just don't have the stark reality of it that you do right now.

I was especially touched by your recent remark challenging God's trick of letting you glimpse happiness, then snatching it away. I think that's why people like me who are true cynics tend to not believe in a God that has that much interest in us personally. He's just the CEO really, he has bigger things to deal with, can't help all the little people. And that's our challenge...to get beyond that and find the joy there is to be had in the small things.

I wish you an easier day today, and I hope you can take a break from your reality and cut loose soon. But hurry back to your baby as soon as you can. That's truly your challenge now, to help him have the happy life he deserves.

9:50 AM  

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